Janam sudharyo re ho maro, maliya natavar nandadularo

vivechan ૧ -;aasvadah- ‘janam sudharyo re ho maro, maliya natavar nand dularo.’ aa kirtanana aek aek shabd premathi bharela chhe. prem ane aanand hanmeshan sathe j rahe chhe. jyan prem tyan aanand, jyan aanand tyan prema. muktamunina antarano aanand ‘shriharina milanano chhe’ aem kaheva karatan ‘malela shriharine olakhyano chhe.’ aem kahevu vadhare vyajabi chhe. shrihari male to ghanane, pan olakhe virala ja. parasamani pase j hoy pan aanand to olakhe tyare j thaya. olakhan tyare j thay jyare olakhavanara male. olakhavanara n male to shrihari same ubha hoy chhatan n olakhaya. muktamunine ramanand svami jeva olakhavanara malya. aakhare muktanand svamini jivanasarita sahajanand sindhuman samarpit thai gai. sarita game tevi sundar hoy pan sagarane malya sivay retiman samai jay to aeni sundarata vidhavanan shanagar jevi adavi lage. sohagan sundari jevi sarthak n lage. ghanannan jivan bhare sundar hoya. lalit kalaothi bharelan hoy pan jo aemani jivanadharao shrihari rupi sagar sathe sangam n rache to ae jivanadharao nirarthak chhe. svami kahe chhe ke amari jivanadharao safala thai gai karan ke amane natavar nandadularo hajarahajur malyo. ‘maliya natavar nand dularo’ devataone irsha aave aevan dhanasanpati, aishvaryo, manasanman malavathi janm sudharato nathi. sant ane shrihari male to j janm sudhare chhe. agyani jiv padachhaya jevan mayik sukho mate devone durlabh manav dehane vedafi nakhe chhe. prabhu podhadyani pamarinan balotiyan kare te gando ganaya. aa jivan prabhu podhadavani pamari jevun kimati ane pavitr chhe. aeman vishayani gandakinan potalan n bandhaya. ghi, sakar, lot, pani ane lakadan to aenan ae j hoy pan karatan aavade to funk maro ne danedano nokho thai jay aevi lapasi thay ane n aavade to jatajatanan ramakada bane aevo chikano pindo thaya. chopat ramata aavade to kukari gharaman jay ane n aavade to gandi thaine baji bagadi nakhe. aapana manavajivananun pan aavun j chhe. jivata aavade to janamaro sudhare, nahitar aele jaya. muktanand svami ahin ‘sudharyo’ shabd vapare chhe. aeno bhav ae j chhe ke ‘ame to anaaavadatathi amara jivanani baji bagadi rahya hata. pan karuna kari gurudeve samayasar amari bagadati bajine sudhari lidhi. amari harani bajine jitaman palatavi nakhi.’ have to brahmanand svami kahe chhe tem ‘maro safala thayo janamaro hun parani pritam pyaro’ ‘malya natavar nandadularo’ aa panktiman ‘natavara’ shabd sanketik chhe. svami kaheva mage chhe ke ‘aa natavare bhatabhatana vesh kadhi amane chhetarya. amari sathe santakukadi ramyo. amane sachi olakhan n thava didhi. vandan kariae sad‍guru ramanand svamine ke aemane amari aankh kholi nahintar aa natavarani mayano par ame pamya n hota. sad‍guruni karpadrashtithi amane khabar padi ke lokone samadhio karavanaro aa nilakanth koi kamanatumaniyo bavo nathi, pan kamanagaro kanudo chhe.’ ‘muj par adhalak re ho dhaliya’ adhalak dhalavano arth chhe ‘ghado pure pure dholay jay tem sarvasv nyochhavar karavun.’ svami kahe chhe, ‘shrihariae amara upar pushkala maher kari. nyochhavari amare karavani hoy aene badale ae mara upar nyochhavar thaya. aeni anaradhar ashadhani heli jevi karpa to juo. ‘karuna kari gher bethan maliya’ samany niyam aevo chhe mahenat vagar gherabethan kani n male jyare amane to svayan lakshmipati narayan gharabetha malya. aa matr aeni karuna sivay kem sanbhave aa milan amara purusharthanun fala nathi? aemani karpanun fala chhe.’ ‘jene melavava mate jogio jangalaman dhyanani dhunio dhakhave chhe. jene melavava mate tapasvio kathor tapashcharyao kare chhe. jene melavava mate rajamaharajao rajavaibhav chhodine vanavas vethe chhe. aeva shriharine shodhava ame nikalya nahota pan shabarini zhunpadiae same chaline ram padhare aem aa ‘nilakanthavarni’ same chali amane shodhata shodhata loj padharya. aa aemani karuna nathi to bijun shun chhe?’ ahin aek bijo marm chhe. ghare bese aene j shrihari male. jeni buddhi haraya dhorani jem jyantyan rakhadyan kare aene shrihari n male. ghare besavun aetale sad‍guruna charanaman besavun. sad‍guru shriharine rahevanun dham chhe. bhagavatajiman bhagavan shrikarshn kahe chhe ‘साधवो हृदयं मह्यम्’ ‘he uddhava! sadhuo marun harday chhe. hardayaman jem aatma rahe chhe tem sadhuman hun rahun chhun.’ muktanand svamina jivanani ad‍bhutata ae chhe ke aemane sad‍gurune shodhava jevo athag prayas karyo chhe aevo shriharine shodhava nathi karyo. sad‍guru ramanand svamina milan pachhi muktanand svami purn bharonsathi aemana charanaman besi gaya. shriharino bheto karavani javabadari have guruni hati. gurukarpa svami upar aevi varasi ke shrihari svamine samethi shodhata aavya. aek niyam chhe guru gotya male, hari gotya n male. guru mali jay to harine gotava n pade. ae same chaline aave. shabari kyan ramane shodhava gai hati? ae to guruvachanaman vishvas rakhi jivanabhar rah joti bethi rahi. have shabarine shodhavanun kam ramanun hatun. anant brahmandoman viharata harine gotava kyan javun? bahetar chhe aevun karavun ke ae j aapanun saranamun puchhato aave! bhagavan svaminarayan nana hata tyare chhapaiya gamani bahar uttaradi baju pipalana uncha varksh upar chadhine charey baju jota. nana balamitro puchhe, ‘ghanashyam, aetale unche chadhine shun karo chho?’ ghanashyam hasine javab deta, ‘joun chhu bharataman mara premi bhakto kai baju vase chhe? mare mota thaine aemani pase javun chhe.’ man dradh kariyun re ho murari, have hun to thai rahi jagathi nyari, svami kaheva mage chhe, ‘shrihari to karuna karine malya pan aemane olakhavaman amara buddhinan aavarano amane aadan aavatan hatan. amara hardayakashaman sanshayanan vadalan gherayan karatan hatan. sad‍guruni karparupi pavane ae vadalan vikheri nankhyan. vadalo jem rudhamula thai majabut bane aem amara manaman nishthanan mula majabut thayan. have sanshayonan vavazhodan aene ukhadi shake tem nathi.’ ahin svami bhagavanane ‘murari’ kahe chhe. mur namana asurane maryo mate bhagavan ‘murari’ chhe. svami kaheva mange chhe ke amara antaraman pan sarv upadravo ane doshonan mula sama agyan ane ahankararupi muradanave kabajo jamavyo hato. murarinun milan thatan ae muradanav have nash pamyo. ‘have hun to thai rahi jagathi nyari’ jagatano kadav bhare chikano chhe. aema khuntya pachhi bahar nikalavun mushkel chhe. pan shrihariae karpa kari amaro hath pakadi amane bahar kadhi lidha. premanand svami kahe chhe. ‘bany zhaline kadhi lidha barane re lola.’ je samaye amari navadine taranaharani jarur hati tyare j shrihari amara taranahar banya. amaro bedo bhavasagar ��ar utaryo. sansararupi khara sagaramanthi ugari shrihariae amane aksharadhamarup mithan maheramanane kinare mukya. ‘have hun to thai rahi jagathi nyari’ aa panktino aek bijo pan bhav chhe. jagat ane bhagat vachche uthine aankhe valage aevo bhed chhe. aek mayaman rache chhe, bijo madhavaman rache chhe. aek sanshayagrast chhe, bijo nirvikalp chhe. aek vishayanand mane chhe, bijo brahmanand mane chhe. muktanand svami kahe chhe, ‘he hari! tamari karpathi ame jagatana jivothi nokha tari aavya. jagadish malya pachhi jagataman kon rokaya? amartano sagar male pachhi chhasani aash kon seve? ‘aanand uraman re ho bhari, shirapar gaje girivaradhari.’ aakashaman ashadhi meghani garjanao thay ane vanana morala aanandathi nachava lage aem prem ane karunathi bharela shriharina milanathi svamina manano moralo nachi rahyo chhe. svamina aanandathi zhumata haiyamanthi uparani panktio uthi chhe. aanandano bhar haiyun zhili nathi shakatun aetale nartan ane kirtan dvara aanand bahar vahi rahyo chhe. svamina antaraman shriharine olakhavaman have koi bhranti nathi, koi sanshay nathi. aa panktiman ketalik jaldi n samajay tevi virodhabhasi vat pan chhe. giridhar haiyaman biraje ae to samaji shakay aa to mathe biraje chhe. pachho gaje chhe. aek to giriraj govardhan bhare vajanadar, aeman pachho giridhar umeray to matha upar bhar n lage? aa pankti bhare bhavaganbhir chhe. mote bhage jiv matha upar mayana bhar laine fare chhe, chintano bhar laine fare chhe, jatajatani upadhiono bhar laine fare chhe ane heran thay chhe. muktanand svami chaturasujan sant chhe. aene matha upar mayana bharane badale giridharane dharya chhe. muktanand svamina saghala bhar ae giridhare potani tachali aangani upar uthavi lidha chhe. svamine have koi chinta nathi, upadhi nathi, tarkavitark nathi, shankakushanka nathi. bas aananda-aanand ane aanand chhe. joke aanandano pravah to pahelan pan antaraman vaheto hato. pan jatajatana bharathi dabai gayo hato. giridhariae ae badha bhar upadi lidha aetale aanandano pravah pachho pragat thai gayo. ahin alaukikata ae chhe ke shrihari giridhari hova chhatan halava ful chhe ane muktamunine pan halava ful kari didha chhe. giridhar thaine halava ful rahevun, halava ful karava ae vat jara virodhabhasi lage! tulasidasaji pan ramayanaman aavi ketalik virodhabhasi vat kare chhe. ‘shri guru charan saroj raj nijaman mukur sudhara’ sad‍guruna charanakamalani raj mara manarupi darpanane nirmala karanari chhe. samany drashtiae rajathi to darpan malin bane pan sad‍guruna charanani raj bhare kamanagari chhe. aena chhantakavathi manarupi darpan malin thavane badale svachchh bane chhe. aavi j virodhabhasi vat shriharina charanarupi naukani chhe. shastro kahe chhe ‘shriharina charanarupi naukane shir par dharavathi bhavasagar tari javay chhe.’ ahin naukaman besavani vat hoy to barabara. ahin to naukane matha upar dharavani vat chhe. aa vat ketali virodhabhasi lage? pan shriharino marg j aevo alaukik chhe ke ahin virodhabhasaman j badhun sidhun chale! giridhari yogeshvar chhe. yogakalaman parangat chhe. pahad jevo deh hova chhatan aene runa pol jeva halava thatan aavade chhe. raina dana jevo deh hoy chhatan brahmand karatany bhare thatan aavade chhe. shriharini karpathi hanumanaji maharaj jevaman pan jo aa yogakala hoy to bhagavanaman kem n hoya! mate govind giridhari hova chhatany halavo ful chhe. aetalun j nahin ae giridharine je matha upar dhare aene pan halava ful banavi de chhe. ‘shir par gaje girivaradhari’ aa giridhari pachho gajato giridhari chhe. mathe ubho ubho jane garjana karine kahe chhe, ‘svami! bharonso rakhajo, hinmat rakhajo, chinta karasho nahin. tamara saghala bhar upadanaro hun betho chhun.’ athava to giridhar upadhioni same garjana kari padakar fenkatan kahe chhe, ‘jetali upadhione aavavun hoy aetali aavo. pan khabaradara! yad rakhaj... mara bhaktani raksha hun karun chhun. jem purv govardhan pahadadhari vrajavasioni raksha kari hati tem j mara santani raksha karisha.’ ghani var aevun bane ke ‘gajya me varase nahin.’ dharati tarasi hoy, megh aave, gaje ne chalato thay to dharatine bhare nirasha thaya. jagataman ghana manaso aa j rite garajavanun j kam kare. pan varasavanun nam leta nathi. chuntaniman netao ketala gaje chhe! pan aemanthi varasanara ketala? aa giridhari danbhi rajanetao jevo nathi. ae gaje chhe sathe anaradhar varase pan chhe. giridhari betha hoy pachhi vrajavasione chinta n hoya. vrajani pahad jevi musibatone aene tachali aangaliae tali didhi chhe. vrajavasioni jem j muktamunina jivanaman pan varanvar ketalany sankato aavya chhe. kyarek puraman tanaya to kyarek koiae vish didhan. pan shrihari svamini sarv prakare raksha karata rahya. svami kahe chhe, ‘he hare! tame amari saghali musibatona bhar hari lidha chhe. amane halava ful jeva kari didha chhe. indrana trasathi vrajani raksha kari aem anta:shatruna trasathi amari raksha kari chhe. amara antaraman aanandanan pur aavyan chhe. aanand uraman re ho bhari, shir par gaje girivaradhari; nirabhe nobat re ho vagi, kahe muktanand bhramana bhangi. juna jamanaman vividh samaye vividh vajintrono upayog thato. prata:kale choghadiyan vage, lagan tane dholasharanaio vage, shatruna aakraman samaye chetavanina dhol vage, ranamedanaman shuravirone pano chadavava bungiya dhol vagela. shatruono bhay dur thay tyare nirbhayani nobato vage. svami kahe chhe, ‘nirabhe nobat re ho vagi.’ ‘he bhagavana! tame amane nirbhay karya. baharana shatruo karatany antarana shatruo bhare vasama chhe. anta:shatruonan aakraman same bhalabhalane bhagavun padyun chhe. yogani siddhiothi dishaone jitanara pan anta:shatru same hari gaya chhe. bhalabhala rushimunio kam, krodh vagere shatruo same zhuki gaya chhe. ravan jeva jagatajit yoddhaoae pan potana antarana dosh pase kayaroni jem tanakhalan modhaman lidhan chhe. ame pan amara anta:shatruothi maran khata hata, bhayabhit hata. pan tamari karpathi amara ae anta:shatruono parajay thayo chhe.’ ‘shirapar gaje girivaradhari’ amari raksha karatan tame amari mathe ne mathe ubha chho. tamari garjanaae sarv shatruone bhayabhit kari bhagadi didha chhe. have amari kayanagarina dashey daravaja surakshit chhe. chetavanina dholana sthan have nirbhayani nobatoae lidhan chhe. tamari karpaae amari nagariman vijayamahotsav ujavay rahyo chhe. have kala, karm mayano koi bhar nathi ke amane bhayabhit kari shake. karan ke amane samarth giridhari rupe shrihari malya chhe. ‘kahe muktanand bhramana bhagi’ atyar sudhi amara antaraman jatajatani bhramanao hati. satyaman asatyana aaropan hatan, asatyaman satyanan aaropan hatan. bhramanao amane bhayabhit karati hati. ratrina andhakare chalata manasane panina relaman sarpani bhranti thaya. manas bhayabhit thay, chis pade, bhagi jaya. pan je samaye ajavalun thay ane dekhay ke sarp nathi pan panino relo chhe to ae j samaye aeni bhranti ane bhrantithi janmelo bhay dur thai jaya. man halavun ful jevun thai jaya. svami kaheva mange chhe, ‘atyar sudhi ame agyananan andhakarane lidhe bhatabhatani bhramanaoman jivata hata. amane panina relaman sarp dekhata hata. ame bhayabhit thaine bhagata hata. pan aapana avatarane amara antaraman ajavalun thayun. have ame bhramana ane bhayathi mukt thaya. aapanun avataran to hatun j, pan olakhan nahoti. aap amari same j ubha hata pan ame aankho bandh karine betha hata. aetale andhakar amaro pichho chhodato nahoto. bhramanao amaro kedo mukati n hati. sad‍guru ramanand svamini karpathi amari aankho ughadi to andhakarani jgyaae ajavalun patharatan prakashana svamine joya. have to amare ‘nirabhe nobat re ho vagi, kahe muktanand bhramana bhangi’. vivechan ૨ bhavarthah- pragat svarup olakhatan maro janm safala thai gayo. manushy bhavarup samudraman budi jato hato, pan karpa kari marun kandun zhali lidhun II૧II aaj mara upar to adhalak dhalya chhe. daya karine gher bethan malya chhe II૨II mayavi jagatano bhay tali pragat purushottamaman man dradh karyun chhe. anishchayavala bhakt samudayamanthi hun to nyari thai chhun…. II ૩II aa bhagavananan aanandaman haiyun hilole chadyun chhe. mara shir upar to aek sahajanand svami j chhe. II૪II pragat svarupana nishchayani nobat aevi vagi ke lokadiyano bhay to shun, pan pratyaksh svarupaman rahel manushyabhav pan tali gayo. svami kahe chhe ke, have to tadn bhramana bhangi gai chhe. II૫II rahasyah- pad lalityaman pragat prabhune pamyano pamarat prasare chhe. sahajanand milanana bhavollasani abhivyanjana kavinan kavyane paraposhak bani rahe chhe. bhari, shir, giri, dhari, jeva varn ane shabdanun je anuprasatv siddh thay chhe. te kharekhar aakarshak chhe. manani granthi tudyano ane pragat svarup olakhayano aanand charane charane zhilayo chhe. je sarvatha avarnaniy chhe. pad prasadikani drashtiae sugey chhe. dhala lokadhala chhe. tal hinch chhe.

utpatti ૧ purvabhumika ane itihasa ‘janam sudharyo re ho maro’ aa kirtan muktanand svamini rachana chhe. nanda-santa-kavioae bhaktisahityane abhare bharyu chhe. nanda-santona kirtanomanthi ketalak asadharan ras zhare chhe. jem ke ‘ruda santani kahu ritadi re’ jeva kirtanomanthi dharmaras zhare chhe. ‘tyag n take re vairagy vina’ jevan kirtanomanthi vairagyaras zhare chhe. ‘anubhavi aanandaman brahmarasanan bhogi re’ jeva kirtanomanthi gyanaras zhare chhe. ‘bisar n jaja more mita’ jeva padomanthi premaras zhare chhe. premanan pan be ango chhe : sanyog ane viyog, nandasantanan harday kyarek shriharina sanyogaman aanandathi zhule chhe, to kyarek shriharina viyogaman virahani vedanathi zhure chhe. mote bhage nandasantonan kirtanoman ‘pragat shrihari’ malyano aanand ras vadhare varase chhe. “aaj men to bhedya re ankabhar pragat hari” aa padaman aanandasagare mazha meli chhe. sathosath vishisht vat ae chhe ke aa sarvottam anubhavano ahankar nandasantona antarane sparshi shakato nathi. brahmisthitiae pahonchya pachhi pan aemane potane nagany gani shriharina charanani seva shreshth mani chhe. aemana antaraman brahmabhav jage chhe pan ahanbhav shuny chhe. aetale to aemanan padomanthi bharobhar ‘dainyarasa’ pan zhare chhe. ‘hun to chhun dhani nagani nary toy tamari re’ muktanand svamina aa shabdo bharobhar dainy ane samarpanathi bharya chhe, aashchary to ae chhe ke nandasantona dainyaman oshiyalapanun nathi pan samarth svami malyanun aatmagaurav chhe. shriharini vat karavi ae alag vat chhe ane shrihari pragat male ae alag vat chhe. romaromaman pyas bhari hoy ane achanak shitala jalanun parab mali jay to kevo aanand thaya! aavo j aanand shriharina pragat milanano chhe. nandasantona hardayaman harimilanani pyas bhari hati. sahajanand svaminun milan thatan ae pyas shant thai. nand santona romaromamanthi aanandana zhankar udhya ane ae zhankaramanthi anamol kirtanoni rachana thai. ‘janam sudharyo re ho maro maliya natavar nand dularo’ aa kirtan zhilaniyun kirtan chhe. vajintrona tale aek bole ane bija zhile aene zhilaniyun kirtan kahevaya. nandasantonan zhilaniyan kirtanoni koi aagavi bhat ane aagavo prabhav chhe. aa zhilaniyan kirtano zhilanaraone aanandana zhule zhulata kari de chhe. kyarek kyarek to satsangiono samuday be sarakha bhage samasame oda bandhine bese, kirtanoni aek pachhi aek kadione samasame zhile, tyare nadabrahmani aa ramazhataman aanandano mahasagar mazha mele! aemany jyare kirtan sathe nartan bhale tyare to vat j anokhi thai jaya! sharad rutuni chandaniman kana-gopiona rasamandala hele chadhe ae ad‍bhutadrashy aankhothi pivanun j hoy, aenun varnan karavaman vani vamani bane. ‘janam sudharyo re ho maro’ aa kirtan aavi j koi harimilanani aanandani helimanthi avataryun chhe. kede dhoti hoy, khabhe chadar athava khes hoy, mathe narasinh maheta jevi kanatopi hoy, galaman tulasini mala hoy, hathaman karatal hoy, aanandapurn haiye narty thatun hoy aevi alaukik bhavadashaman muktanand svamiae samudri tarangona tal bharelun aa kirtan rachyun aem lage chhe. aamey muktanand svami narty kalaman bhare pravin hata. santona itihasaman muktanand svami jevi bahumukhi pratibha ochhi jova male. svami sanskart bhashana prakand pandit hata. brahmasutro upar aemane bhashyani rachana kari chhe. prakart ane vraj bhashaman to aemani asankhy rachanao chhe. kavi pan hoy ane madhur kanth pan hoy aevo subhag sangam durlabh chhe. ghana kavioni kavitao chotadar ane rasala hoy pan kanth kagadane sharamave tevo hoya! ae gay to vaishakhanandanano aalap lage! jyare muktamunini vat j nokhi. ae uttam kavi to hata. sathe sathe ganakalaman aetalaj pravin hata ane nartyanun to murtimant rup hata. rachavun, gavun ne nachavun ae badhun aekaman j hoy aevun bhagye j bane. vali navaini vat ae hati ke aanand utsavathi bharapur aa sant pachha dhir, ganbhir ane shantamurti hata. aemani madhur vani ukalata haiyane shant karati. game tevo gusse thayelo manas svami pase aave aetale tadho him jevo thai jaya. svami anek aashcharyakarak sad‍gunono sangam hata. svaminarayan sanpradayaman muktanand svami ‘ma’ ganay chhe. ‘ma’ aene kahevay je potana dhavanathi balakanun poshan kare. muktanand svamina hardayaman bhagavat dharmanun dhavan bharobhar bharyu hatun. vachanamartaman bhagavan svaminarayan kahe chhe ‘aekantik bhagavat santanan samagamathi bhagavat dharmanun poshan thay chhe. dharm, gyan ane vairagy sahit bhagavad‌ bhaktine shastro bhagavat dharm kahe chhe. je santana jivanaman bhagavat dharm kapadannan tana vanani jem vanayo hoy te j sant bhagavat dharmanun poshan kari shake. muktanand svami dharmaposhak sant hata, dharmapracharak nahin. poshan karavun ane prachar karavo ae beyaman bahu moto tafavat chhe. koina ghare balakono janm thay, gamani gali galiae aeni jan thay aene prachar thayo kahevaya. pan pracharathi balak jivi n shake. balakane jivava mate to manun dhavan joiae. manan stanaman dhavan n hoy to jem janmano prachar thay aem thodi varaman maranano pan prachar thaya. prachar kare tene selsamen kahevay, sant n kahevaya. prachar to jene potano mal vechavano hoy te kare. santo malasaman vechanara vepari nathi. santo to prabhuno prasad vahenchanara paramahanso chhe. aeva sadhuo vepar kare toy temano vepar duniyathi nyaro hoya. ‘ame re vevariya santo ramanamana’ santanonun poshan karavun ae manun kartavy nathi, svabhav chhe. kartavyaman to aek prakarano bhar anubhavay, svabhavaman bhar n hoya. svabhavaman to karya sivay rahevay nahin. jyan sudhi balak manun dhavan n dhave tyan sudhi mane chen n pade. gayane jyare paraso chade tyare aenan aau fat fat thatan hoya. jyare vachharadun dhave athava dohavaman aave tyare gayanan darshan karava jeva hoya. gayanan romaromamanthi aanand zharato hoya. gay aanandaman hinhora nakhati hoy, tenan mukh uparathi bharobhar santosh ane aanand varasato hoya. aavi j sthiti santoni chhe. aavi j bhavatit avasthaae vedonan avataran thayan chhe. aavi j bhavamayi avasthaae bhagavatajinan gan thayan chhe. aavi j bhavapurn avasthaae gitamartanan dohan thayan chhe. bhagavat santana rome romaman hariras bharyo chhe. vachharadan jevo mumukshu male aetale pravachan dvara athava to netro dvara ae ras varasava mande chhe. vachharadun gayane dhavatun hoy tyare te beyani alaukik avasthane gunatitanand svami ‘samagama’ kahe chhe. muktanand svami gay jeva poshak sant chhe. muktanand svaminun harday mani jem akaran karuna ane premathi bharelun chhe. aava santana samagamathi bhagavat dharmanun poshan thay chhe. aetala mate satsangaman muktanand svami ‘ma’ ganay chhe. aam hova chhatany muktanand svami sathe bhagavan svaminarayanana milanano aaranbhakala sanshayathi bharelo rahyo chhe. bhagavan svaminarayanani ketalik vato muktanand svami nahota svikari shakata. bhagavan svaminarayan ae samaye nilakanth brahmachari athava nilakanthavarnina name olakhata. nilakanth brahmachariman sahaj rite alaukik aishvary bharyu hatun. ae alaukik aishvaryano anubhav muktanand svamine pan avaranavar thato. thodi var to aishvary darshanathi svamina antaraman ahobhav uthato pan pachha manaman sanshayo jagata ke aa brahmachari danbh to nathi karata ne? satvik bhajan, smaran, upasan chhodi koi meli sadhana ke kamanatumanaman to nathi fasayane?’ vali svamina manaman thatun ke ‘brahmachari sidhi rite gyanavartathi dharmanun poshan kare te ichchhaniy chhe pan aa chamatkar saharo saro nathi.’ aek drashtiae muktanand svamina manani vat khoti pan n hati. aadhyatmik jivananun poshan samajanathi thay tevun chamatkarona ‘fastafuda’thi n thaya. chamatkarona fastafudathi kshanik aanand male, shashvat aanand n male. aam to bhagavan svaminarayane pan apar aishvary, prabhav, chamatkaro janavya bad ghoshana kar... ‘ane chamatkarana satsang karatan samajanana satsangane shreshth maniae chhiae.’ chamatkar to shok dritament jeva chhe. bhavarogana upachar mate ae kayami ilaj nathi. ramanand svami dhamaman gaya pachhi nilakanthavarniae muktanand svamine kachchh deshaman vicharan karava mokalya ane pachhalathi ‘samadhi prakarana’ chalavyun. je koi naranari nilakanthana darshane aave aene samadhi thava lagi. are kyarek to pashupankhione pan nilakanth samadhi karavava lagya. aa samadhilila ramanand svamina juna shishyone n gami. aemane kachchhaman muktanand svamine jan kari. ‘svami! jaldi aavo, aa yuvan brahmachariae to dat valyo chhe. ramanand svamina karya karavya upar pani ferave chhe. samadhina natak mandyan chhe. tamara sivay aane koi roki shake tem nathi. samachar malatan muktanand svamine bhare du:kh thayun. teo marate vege kachchhathi sorath padharya. nilakanthavarni tyare meghapuraman birajaman hata. svami tyan padharya aavatavent aemane nilakanthavarnine thapako didho. aa ghatanani nondh letan nishkulanand svami bhaktachintamaniman muktamunina shabdo aa rite lakhe chhe : maharaj diyo pakhand meli, satasangaman n thavun feli; samadhi kani nathi soyali, mota yogine pan doyeli. nilakanth sav ajanya thai mandamand hasata bolya, ‘svami! ame koine samadhi karavata nathi. kon jane kema! koi amari pase aave chhe; ramanand svaminun bhajan kare chhe ane samadhi thai jay chhe! muktamunine thayun ke ‘varni udau javab aape chhe.’ tyan to svamini sathe kachchhathi aavela santadasajine samadhi thai gai. samadhiman ramanand svaminan darshan thayan. ramanand svamiae kahyun, ‘muktanandajine kaho sanshay chhode ane varnini anuvarttiman varte.’ samadhimanthi jagi santadasajiae potana anubhavani vat kari. pan muktamunina bhitarano bharam bhangyo nahin. aene thayun ke ‘nilakanth to mari sathe aavela sadhu upar pan potani bhuraki chhanti.’ muktamuni antaraman ati udas thai gaya. ramanand svamiae sthapela divy uddhav sanpradayaman pakhandano uday mani aena manaman bhare santap thayo. nilakanthavarni santabhaktani mandali sathe meghapurathi kalavani padharya. aek divas bapor pachhi shrihari kalavanina padaraman vaheti nadiae snan karava padharya. muktanand svami pan bhare haiye sathe hata. uddhign man vala muktanand svami sathe to chalya pan pachhala rahi gaya. nilakanthavarnini to sahaj utavali chal aetale khub dur nikali gaya. muktamunine aekala pachhala rahi gayela joi bhaktaraj parvatabhai svamine sathavaro deva sathe rahya. nilakanthane dur nikali gayela joi svamiae tyan javanun mandi valyun. najikano saro aaro joi snan karava rokaya. padakhe khakharanun van hatun. muktamuni bahirbhumi java mate khakharana vanaman gaya pan antaraman vedana kori khati hati. aevaman khakharani zhadiman prakash thayo. prakashaman ramanand svaminan divy darshan thayan. gurudev ramanand svamine jotan j aashcharyamugdh muktanand svamiae dot muki svamina charan pakadya, dhrusake dhrusake radi padya ane bolya, ‘svami! tame amane aa kena hathaman sonpya?’ muktamunine ubha kari karunasabhar hath vansa upar feravata ramanand svami bolya, ‘muktamuni! tame amari vat kem bhuli gaya? haju to nilakanthavarni aashramaman aavya nahota tyare ame kaheta ‘ame to dugadugi vagadanara chhiae, khara khelana bhajavanara to have aavashe. ramalilaman pahela ganeshano vesh aave, pad bandhe pachhi ram padhare. ame to ganeshano vesh bhajavanara chhiae,’ amari aa vatano marm tame kem samaji n shakya? muktamuni! sanshayo chhodo ane varnine sharane thai java. amarathi vishesh het aeman karo. ame tamara guru chhiae. guruno param dharm chhe ke shishyone shriharina hathaman sonpava. nilakanthavarni guruna pan guru chhe. amara jeva to anant mukto aemana sevak chhe. mate samarpit thai java.’ aatalun kahi ramanand svami adrashy thaya. sad‍guru ramanand svamina vachane muktamuninan antaranan talan ughadi gayan. sanshayona jalan bhedai gayan ane antaraman ajavalan thayan ane jivanabhar bhagavan svaminarayanana sevak thaine rahya. to same bhagavan svaminarayane pan aemane gurutuly mani sad‍guru ramanand svami jevi j aemani aamanya aajivan jalavi. sad‍guru ramanand svamiae jyare divy darshan aapi muktamunina sanshayo dur karya, aemana sutela aatmane jagadyo, nilakanthavarnini sachi olakh karavi tyare muktamuninun antar ubharava lagyun. sanshayagrast dhunghali buddhinan aavarano hatata muktamunine nilakanthaman narayananan darshan thayan. ane aemana antaramanthi ud‍garo sarya. janam sudharyo re ho maro, aa kirtanano aasvad maniae ae pahelan aek agatyani spashtata karavi jaruri chhe. muktanand svami nakhashikh nirdosh sant chhe. muktanand svami anubhavi, gyani sant chhe. aemanaman sanshayani sanbhavana ajugati lage chhe. muktanand svami je sanshayo thai rahya chhe ae aemano lilavihar chhe. lila aanushangik hoy, thoda samay mate hoya. kayam n hoya. lilaman anukaran hoy, anusaran n hoya. adhakachara vivechakone je kahevun hoy te kahe pan muktanand svamiman sanshayano aakshep thai shake tem nathi. chhatan je sanshayo dekhay chhe teni pachhala aek rahasy chhe. ghani var rogi pan anadi balak kadavi dava n piae tyare balakane badale ma pote kadavi dava piae. ae kadavanini asar mana dhavanaman thaya. ae dhavan dhavavathi balak nirogi thaya. muktanand svamina sanshayo to balakane badale maae pidhela kadavani jeva chhe. aapane badha jiv anadi balak jeva chhiae. aapanan man bharobhar sanshayothi bharelan chhe. aapane upar uparathi moti moti vato kariae chhiae pan andarathi chhiae. aapana durbhagy ae chhe ke aapane nishkapatapane aapana sanshayone pragat kari shakata nathi. karan ke , aapanane aapani aabaru javani bik lage chhe. aapanane aapanan aabhamandalo zhankhan thavani bik lage chhe. aapane uparathi satsangano rupalo anchalo odhyo chhe. unchi unchi vato kariae chhiae pan harday anek bhramana ane dvidhathi bharelun chhe. aapana sanshayo pragat n thai jay aeni aapane bhare kalaji rakhiae chhiae karan ke jo ae sanshayo jaher thay to aapano uparano aatatop vikharay jay tem chhe. aapane bhitaraman bhayabhit hovathi aapana sanshayone dabaviae chhiae. muktanand svami aapani bimarine barabar samaje chhe aetale aemane aapana rogane dur karava sanshayoni kadavi dava pivani lila kari chhe bhagavan jyare sadehe parthvi upar manavalila kare tyare mayavi manav to thik, mota munivarone pan sanshayo thay te sahaj chhe. aek matr sad‍guruno samagam j ae sanshayono bhang kari shake. bahut kal karat satsanga tab hovat sanshay ka bhanga aapani sanshayagrast sthitino anchalo muktanand svamiae pota upar odhine aapanane ni:sanshay karavanun karunamay kary karyun chhe. utpatti ૨ utpatti- jem sanskart sahityaman shri valmikirushine aady kavi manavaman aave chhe, gujarati sahityaman narasinh mahetane aady kavi manavaman aave chhe, aem aapana uddhav sanpradayaman shriharina gunanuvada-sahityaman muktanandasvamine aady kavi manavaman aave chhe. muktanandasvamine niyam, nishchay, paksh, dharm, gyana. vairagy, lilabhakti ane upasana aadik mahatvana vishayone aavari letan kirtano rachavani sharuaat sau pahela kareli. muktanandana namacharanavalan kirtano sau pratham kalavani gamamanthi sharu karela. te pahelan upalabdh chhe aeva ૭૪ jetalan pado banavyan chhe. teman ‘mukundadasa’ aevun purvashramanun nam rakhel chhe. sad. ramanandasvamiae pipalanaman nilakanthavarnine diksha aapi ‘sahajanandasvami’ ane ‘narayanamuni’ – ae be nam dharan karavyan. pachhi barabar aek varshe jetapuraman potani gadiae besadya pachhi pote antardhan thaya. tyar pachhi shrihariae pratapanan pur vahetan karya. je darshan kare, vat sanbhale ne zhanzharano zhanakar sanbhale te badhane samadhi thai jaya. aa samay daramiyan muktanandasvami bhuj hata. samachar malatan tarat pipalana pasenan meghapur gamaman shrihari birajata hata tyan aavyan. “ jene tene samadhi n thay, ane n karavaya.” aevo thapako shriji maharajane aapyo. pachhi tyanthi badha kalavani aavya. tyan khakharanan vanaman muktanandasvamine ramanandasvamiae darshan aapi samajavya ke, ‘mano muktanand, mano ! aa sahajanand j sacha bhagavan chhe. ‘hun to dugadugino vagadanaro hato.’‘tejine takor basa.’ ae nyay muktanandasvamine parthvi par vicharata pragat prabhuno sarvopari nishchay thayo. mandire aavine guruni gadi par shriharine padharavi navarachit aarati utari, prastut pad rachata gaya ane gata gaya