Men to gunegar tera re, ho svamin mera

ashadhi san. ૧૮૬૨nan antim divase aetale ke jeth vad amasane divase gadhapuraman shrijimaharaj dada khacharana darabaraman ugamana barana oradani osariae gadi takiye birajy hata. maharaje sarve shvet vastro dharan karya hatan ne kanthaman tunlasini navin kanthi tatha pushpana sugandhit har paherya hata. shrihari samaksh mota mota sadhu, brahmachari, parshad tatha deshadeshana haribhaktoni sabha bharaine bethi hati. pachhi shrijimaharaje sabhaman karpa karine vat kari: ‘sau sant haribhakto ! dhyanathi sanbhalo, aaje ame aek drashtant kahiae chhiae aeno sar grahan karine sau aene jivanaman utarajo. aek chakravarti raja hato. tene aek var vichar aavyo ke ‘mara rajyaman kon sukhi chhe ne kon du:khi chhe,aeni mare tapas karavi joiae. mara garib, dukhi ne pidit prajajano j jo svayan mane aemanan dukhani vitak sanbhalave to j aeno kani sachot upay thaya. pan ae bichara mara sudhi kyanthi pahonchi shake? mare j aemani pase javun joiae. jo raja tarike j hun aemani pase jaish to ae loko dil kholine mari sathe vat nahi kari shake. sarakhe sarakhaman je nikatata rahe chhe ae raja ne praja vachche kyanthi sanbhave? ae mate to mare vesh badaline samanyaman samany prajajan jevo banine aemani vachche javun joiae, jethi aemanan dukh ne pida hun samaji shakun ne ae dur karavana upay yoji shakun.’ aam vicharine ae raja fakirano vesh paherine aena badhan mantrione pan fakirana veshaman sathe laine aena rajyanan judan judan gamoman farava nikalyo. ra‌jano aakho kafalo gamana chore jaine utarato tyare gamadana loko kala daraveshaman aavela aa oliyaone jamatane jova tole malata. rajani suchana pramane fakirana veshaman ra‌jano mantri ubho thai motethi lokone kaheto ‘prajajano’ sau sanbhalo. aa betha ae svayan rajadhiraj chhe! tamare je kani takalif hoy, tamara upar ahin koi julam thato hoy ke anyay thato hoy to tame ni:sankoch aaje maharaja samaksh araj kari shako chho. aaje tamare aangane svayan raja padharya chhe, aemani aagya pali, aemani seva-chakari kari tame aemani prasannata prapt kari shako chho. aavo avasar varanvar nahi aave, mara vachan upar vishvas rakhi aeno amal karasho to sukhano par nahi rahe! mantrini vat sanbhali ketalak aene majak mani hasava mandya ketalak loko to gusse thai mantrine galo bhandava mandya.pan ketalak nirdosh hardayanan nekadil insan hata temane mantrini vat upar vishvas rakhi rajane araj kari tem j rajani aagya pali temani khub seva chakari kari.rajaae darekani araj sanbhali darekana namatham tem j aemani vartanukani vigat mantri pase nondhavi lidhi. aa rite potana rajyana darek gamaman fari raja aeni rajadhaniman pachho aavyo. pachhi rajaae je‌ je‌ vyaktioae namatham lakhavela ae badhane hukam kari tedavya. aemanthi jene rajani aagya mani, sari seva kari hati, aemane rajaae jamin jagir aapi nyal kari didha ane jene rajano tiraskar kari droh karelo aemane karagarhaman puravi sakhat shiksha kari.” aatalun kahya bad thodun atakine maharaj bolya: “ aa to aek drashtant chhe. have aeno spasht siddhant kahun chhun ae sau sanbhalo. anantakoti brahmandona adhipati aeva ame svayan purushottamanarayan aaje aa brahmandaman sadhuna veshaman muktona mandala sathe aavya chhiae. karodo jivona kalyan arthe ame santona mandalo sathe gamegame vichariae chhiae.amara mukato saune samajave chhe ke aa sakshat‌ purushottamanarayan chhe, aemani aagya pali, aemani seva –chakari kari, aemani prasannatana bhajan bano to dhanyatano par nahi rahe. ae vat jene saty manashe ae badabhagine ame aksharadhamaman divy sukhana adhikari banavishun,pan je amaro ke amara santano droh karashe ae to nishche adhogati pamashe. aa avasar je chuki jashe aena pastavano par nahi rahe. aa vat sanbhaline sau antaraman aene sanghari rakhajo ne aeman leshamatr pan sanshay n karasho. vali aek biji vat pan dhyanaman rakhava yogy chhe. kevala purush prayatnathi j kalyan kyarey sadhatun nathi. jayare parameshvarani karpa thay chhe tyare j mokshaprapti thay chhe. mate hun kani pap karato j nathi aevo garv kyarey n karavo. aa vat samajava aek drashtant kahun chhun te sanbhalo. ae sanbhaline tamara manani bhranti dur thashe. aek avasare aek rajaae potana rajyani samast prajani aek jaher sthale virat sabha bhari. rajyana mota karabhariothi mandine samany prajajan sahit sarve rajani aagya manine tyan aavya hata. pachhi sabhaman rajaae kahyun: ‘ aa sabhaman bethela sarvemanthi jene pan nana mota guna kary hoy ae sahu ubha thai potana gunaoni jaheraman kabulat kari leshe to aene mafi bakshavaman aavashe. pan je gunegar hova chhatan jaheraman aeni kabulat kari mafi nahi mage to aene sakhataman sakhat shiksha karavaman aavashe.’ rajaae aavi jaherat tran var kari. prajajanomanthi jene jene nana mota guna karya hata ae badhan j sabhaman ubha thai mafi magi, rajani aagya laine gher gaya. pan rajaae kahyun: ‘ karabhario! hun janun chhun ke tame badhan bhrashtachari chho, chhatan tame koi potana gunaoni kabulat karata nathi. bija loko to marathi darine guno kabul kari le chhe, pan tame sau to atishay abhimani chho tethi tamara vankani vat chhani rakhi tame guna karya j karo chho. tame j sakhat shikshana adhikari chho.’ pachhi rajaae ae sarvana gunani tapas karavi aemane kadakaman kadak shiksha kari.” aa prasange dha. dhu. aacharyashri viharilalaji maharaje aemanan ‘shriharililamartam‌’ granthana pratham bhagaman bahu vistarathi varnavyo chhe. uparokt drashtantano sar kahetan shrijimaharaj aagala kahe chhe: “suno te vatano have sar, jene chhe abhiman apara. te to jane chhe tap jap kari, bhavasagar hun jaish tari nathi karato hun pap lagare, prabhu shun karashe mane tyare. jevun kariae tevun j pamay, tyare prabhuni garajathi shun thaya. aem samaje chhe mudh agyani, prabhu n bhaje ahan brahm mani. mara aashrit chho jan jeh, teva koi thasho nahi teha.”૧(shriharililamart, bhaga-૧ . vishram -૧ (shlok ૪૬ thi ૪૮ par. ૪૧૫.)) aa vat santo tatha haribhakto aagala maharaje kari te vakhate premanand svami pan sabhaman betha hata. aemane shrijimaharajani vatanun tatpary tatkala grahan karine nishkapat bhave antarvartti karine shrijimaharaj pase mafi magi. janye-ajanye thayeli bhulane pan antaryami ane sarvag maharaj jane j chhe to temani pase shun chhupavavun? aava antarabhavane kavyarupe nirupi premanand svamiae ae j vakhate sabhaman kirtan rachine shrihari pase kshamayachana kari. men to gunegar tera re, ho svamin‌ mera; teka. hun gunegar tera kiratar, de sharan charan kera re; men to.’૨(dha.dhu.shri viharilalaji maharaj lakhe chhe: rachyun pad premanande te vaira, prabhu men to gunegar tera.’ (shriharililamartam‌, par. ૪૧૫)) aa padana anusandhanaman bija tran pado chhe, tethi aa char padoni aek saras chosar bani chhe. sanpradayaman aa chosar khub j mananiy ganay chhe ane mandiroman gavay chhe.