Teri sanvari surat chhatadar, manahar pran hare

aas‍vadah- bharobhar bhakitasharngarathi bhareli aa kavita premasakhi premanandani anek shreshth rachanao paikini aek chhe. vrajabhashana ash‍tachhap kavioni sidhi asar ahin vartay chhe. potana ish‍t aaragh‍yana nit‍y navin saundaryana sukhad ane mandamand parivartanoman chittane parovi rakhavun, aeni madhusmarti ane sukhanubhavoman manane rasalin rakhavun. milanaprap‍tina sukhano dhire dhire aas‍vad karavo ane hadayaman udabhavata sukshm pranay sanvedanane bhavukatathi pragat karava ae j bhakitasharngararas chhe. kav‍yano tek chittarshak chhe. kavi potana s‍vesh‍t shri sahajanandajine udeshine j upalanbhana suraman kahe chhe- 'teri sanvari surat chhatadar... man hare pran har...' shun kariae? tarun aa alaukik rup amara matr man j nahin, pran pan hari le aevun adabhut chhe. premasakhi gopibhave priyatam pataliya sathe s‍vagat sanvad sadhe chhe. saluna sahajanandani sanvari surat ane chhatadar v‍yakitat‍v kavina komala kalajane kori jay chhe. bija antaraman kavi kahe chhe- chalat mero re hasi chitt chore, han re bas kar lini sab brajanara. purva‍par prasangana sandarbhaman kavi kahe chhe ke prabhu jayare pangataman hasine pirasava aav‍ya t‍yare jamava betheli badhi j nariona chittane maharajani aek mus‍kane potana vashaman kari lidhan. aa koi dantakatha nathi, nakkar hakikatarup aitihasik ghatana chhe. aa prasangane ul‍lekhine sad‍guru gunatitanand s‍vami temani vatoman kahe chhe 'aek j s‍trini vasanano nash karava vas‍te shrijimaharajana sanbandhe badhi j s‍triono kam bali gayo ane ae sarve purushamatrana dehani gandh aave t‍yare tarat j ulati thai jay aevi aksharadhamana mukatoni pankitana padapar aarudh thai gai.' trija antaraman rasaraj sharngaranun rasik nirupan rasesh paramat‍ma prat‍ye karatan kavi gay chhe 'shir jarakasi chira, pahere pat pira. han re tere ur bich motiyunda hara.' piyuae mathe jarakasi fento bandhi kamar par kasine dupato paheryo chhe. aena galaman motioni malao shobhe chhe. kaviae 'motiyunda- shab‍daman panjabi shash‍ti vibhakitano 'da' prat‍yay vaparine kamal kari chhe. premasakhiman rahelo gopibhav have vadhu pragal‍bhapane mukharit thay chhe. madhur upalanbh aapata premanand praneshvar prabhune kahe chhe dharmakunvar tame jarur koi jadutona janata lago chho, nahin to aek sathe aatali badhi lalanao shi rite tamari madhuri murataman magn thai jaya? ar... bijani vat to chhod... yar, mara mit... ten to marun j man tara s‍varupaman aevun to vash kari rakh‍yun chhe ke bas rat divas tara sivay mane kani suzhatun j nathi. premasakhino premalap have aeni parakashthaae pahonche chhe. antim antaraman kavi potana premano pramanik aekarar karata kahe chhe he harikarshna! hun mara antaraman akhand tari murtine tara s‍varupane dhari rakhun chhun, karan ke tari chhatadar murti mara haiyaman sonsari utari gai chhe. bhakat ane bhagavan vach‍cheno bhavat‍mak sanbandh premana madhur magh‍yam dvara kaviae ahin sigh‍dh kari batav‍yo chhe. rag thumariman aeni bandish kav‍yana bhav ane kath‍yane vadhu sachot ane prasadik banave chhe.

dharamapurana rajarani kushalakunvarabaae temana divan ane tena pat‍nine adhalak bhet sogado ane mota rasala sathe shrijimaharajane shirapav aapava mate gujarataman mokal‍ya hata. ae vakhate shrihari ghodasarana rajana aamantranane man aapine temana mahelaman maheman ban‍ya hata. tethi dharamapurano rasalo pan maharajane malava mate ghodasar pahonch‍yo. divan ane tena pat‍niae shrijimaharajanun shodashopachare pujan kari maharaniae mokalel kinmati najaranun bhet dharyun. maharaje mand mand mus‍kan sathe potani prasan‍nata darshavi. ae vakhate shri sahajanand s‍vamini sanvari surat ane chhatadar v‍yakitat‍v nirakhine divan pat‍ninun man maharajaman lub‍dh thai gayun. bhine van bhagavanani mohini murat ae kaminina komala kalajane kori gai. aene thayun: vah, aavun mohak rup, aavun vakachatury, aavi chhatadar chal... jindagiman kayarey koina joya nathi, rasalana utare pachha aav‍ya pachhi pan ae vanitanun chanchala man varanvar maharajane malava mate zhankhi rahayun. potani ich‍chhapurti mate tene yukit karine divan sathe maharajane potana utare bhojan mate padharava nimantran mokal‍yun. divan pat‍nine potana rup ane chaturyano garv hato, tethi agyanavash aene maharajane vash karavana kod jag‍ya. shrijimaharaj to antaryami hata. divan pat‍nino padakar manoman zhili letan temane tena nimantranano saharsh s‍vikar karyo. bije divase bhojan velaae palakhiman birajine maharaj divanana utare padharya. divan pat‍niae jate j shrihari mate chhap‍panabhog taiyar karya hata. kalat‍mak bajoth upar masharuni gadi bichhavi teni upar shrijimaharajane birajaman kari sonana thalaman vividh v‍yanjano pirasi divan pat‍ni sole shanagar sajine same bethi. potana nayan kataksh, bhava-bhangima ane vak‍chatury dvara maharajane prabhavit kari temana bhagavanapanani ae kasoti karava magati hati. tene manaman dharelun ke jo aa saluna sahajanand bhagavan kahevay chhe, to ae jamavani kalaman pan parangat hova joiae. divan pat‍niae atishay chaturaithi yukitapurvak thala piras‍yo hato. shrijimaharaj pan aevi kushalatathi jamava lag‍ya ke nakhathi uparani aangalio bagade nahin ane aek pachhi aek vanagi grahan kari mapasarano gras mukhaman aaroge. shrijimaharajanun bhojan karavaman aavun adabhut chatury nihaline ae chatura dig‍mudh thai gai. jene pote prabhavit karava nikali hati tenathi j pote prabhavit thai gai. chanchala nayane te maharajana mukharavindani lavan‍yamayi kantinun rasapan karati rahi, parantu bhagavanani nirgun rupamadhurithi nish‍kam thavane badale te dehabhimani manuni prabhuna rasikarupathi mohit thavathi kamadeve tena antaraman pravesh karyo. at‍yare tene man sahajanand s‍vami, purushottam narayan nahin, pan sarvottam purush matr j hata. pariname te maharajane potana saundary prati aakarshava vividh bhav bhangini dvara potano rupavilas pragat karava lagi. parantu ae tuch‍chh buddhini lalana kayan janati hati ke aaje aeni same matr koi prabhavashali purush j nahin, maharajadhiraj anant koti brahmandanayak paratpar parabrahm svayan birajaman chhe. shrihariae tena antarana malin bhavone pami jaine tarat j ulati karine aenun saghalun ann oki kadhayun. divan pat‍ni aa joi aekadam daghai gai. aeni badhi aashaon aramano pattana mahelani jem tuti padaya. chhatan pan aena antaraman jan‍melo mohajavar nisheshapane haji nabud nahoto thayo. ghodasarathi shrijimaharaj dabhan padharya ane dabhanaman mahayag sanpan‍n kari t‍yanthi amadavad sidhav‍ya. t‍yare divan pat‍ni pan potana pati sathe amadavad pahonchi. yoganuyoge ae vela amadavadaman sankh‍yayogi bahenoae maharaj ane santone rasoi aapi hati. shrijimaharaj thala jam‍ya pachhi bahenoni pankitaman pisarava padharya. ae vakhate maharaje sundar jariyan vas‍tro paherya hatan. mathe jarakasi soneri pagh ane kanthe motini malao dharan kari hati. shriharina kanaman kalat‍mak makarakar kundalo shobhi rahayan hata. maharajani madhuri mus‍kanathi aemana gale padata khanjanaman saunun chitt chonti jatun hatu. bahenoni pankitaman jamava mate dharamapurana divanani pat‍ni pan bethi hati. maharajani mohak adaone ae ramani rasik najare nirakhi rahi hati. aekaaek shrijimaharaje tena taraf sahaj najare joyun ane char aankho aek thatan j ad‍bhut chamat‍kar sarja‍yo. maharajana netromanthi vaheti sahas‍tr amidharaoman divan pat‍nini sarv vartio tadakar thai gai. jatajut shankarana trinetramanthi nikaleli aganavarshaae jem anangane baline bhas‍mibhut kari nankh‍yo hato, tem aaje shriharina premala nayan katakshomanthi varshela div‍y preme ae abalana antarane ajavali harirasaman rasalin kari didhun. sathe sathe sarv sankh‍yayogi bahenoni vartipan maharajani murtiman aekakar thai gai. maharaje pangataman pirasi didhun pan koini surat bhojanaman rahi nahoti. saluna sahajanandani sanvari suratani rasik rupamadhurino kinchit pan rasas‍vad karya pachhi have aa lokana chhap‍panabhog pan ae abalao mate aakara thai padaya, tethi koi kani j jami n shakayun. prabhuae aaje aek al‍pajivana kal‍yan arthe anekane potani alaukik murtinunnun mahadan dai didhun. aa mahaparv prasange premasakhi premanand s‍vami havelini unchi atariae ubha ubha maharajani aa div‍yalilanun rasapan kari rahaya hata. aemanun kavihaday maharajanun manabhavan rupamadhury nirakhine tat‍kala gai uthayun. 'han re teri sanvari surat chhatadar... man hare pran har... aakhun y vatavaran bhakitarasathi tarabola hatun. bhavanani rasasamadhiman aaje naribhakatono samagr samuday paratr parabrahmana div‍yatidiv‍y s‍varupasukhaman rasalin ban‍yo hato. aakho y mahol aalaukik aanandani parakashthaae pahonch‍yo hato, t‍yare koi purush nahotun ke koi s‍tri nahotun. badhan j purushottam banine maharajani murtiman magn ban‍ya hata. aej divase ratri sabhaman premasakhiae thumari ragaman aalapan karine aa pad gayun t‍yare shrihariae at‍yant prasan‍n thaine aem var didho ke aa padanun shraddhapurvak gan karanaranun antar tat‍karala nirvasanik thashe.