Aaj men to bhedya re, ankabhar pragat hari

aasvad aaj men to bhedyan re, ankabhar pragat hari aanand udiyo re nirakhi najar thari. darek premi haiyaman priyatamane man bharine bhetavano talasat hoy chhe. varshoni zhankhana pachhi piyumilanani punit ghadi aave tyare premi dil sagarani pethe hilola leva mande. nandasantonan kirtanoman hari malyano aanand sagarani jem ghughavata kare chhe. aa kirtan ae aanandasagarani laheromanthi uthelun sangit chhe. harini vato karanara ghana male pan shriharine mukhonmukh malanara virala j male. matr vatothi vadan n thaya. hajaro vakhat mithaionan nam ratavathi modhan galyan n thay parantu upavasina modhaman mithaino aek tukado mukavaman aave to sharirana bonter kothe diva thai jaya. svamine shrihari pragat malyano aanand chhe ane ae aanandamanthi aa kirtanano uday thayo chhe. mota bhage jivo ‘vishayanandani’ moj mane chhe. jyare adhyatmamargana yatriko be prakarani mastiman gulatan rahe chhe. aek ‘nijananda’ni masti, biji ‘sahajananda’ni masti. nijanandaman masti aetale aatmasvarupani masti. sahajanandani masti aetale parabrahm paramatmani masti. sahajanandani masti to ajod chhe j, pan nijanandani masti pan anokhi chhe. vastavaman to je nijanandane mani shake chhe ae j sahajanandane pichhani shake chhe. mare valasad nandigram avaranavar javanun thaya. nandigramana praneta sani makarand uncha gajana kavi ane aadhyatmik mastiman rahenara jiva. dharmik thavun sarala chhe, aadhyatmik thavun agharun chhe. ghana loko unchi unchi ane aghari bhashaman adhyatm upar pravachan kare pan ahankarani patali dorathi pankho bandhayeli hoy, aankhe mamatathi andh hoy, harday ragadveshathi bharelun hoya. jyare makarandabhai sacha arthaman aadhyatmik purusha. sani makarand aetale prachin rushiono punaravatara. makarandabhainun sharir mandala ghoda jevun pan andarano asavar bhare aanandi. makarandabhai sathena satsangaman samay bhare zhadapathi pasar thaya. aek var vartalapaman yamunacharyajino prasang nisaryo. yamunacharyajiae aalavandar stotraman paramatma pratye nijanandabharyo padakar fenkyo chhe. yamunacharyaji kahe chhe, he hari! hun din chhun tyare tame dinanath chho. he hari! dayaniy chhun tyare tame dayavan chho. mane bhavasagarana kinararup tame malya ane tamane mara jevo dayano patr malyo. have vidhina lekh jevo aapano sanbandh talyo tale aem nathi. yamunacharyajini vat sanbhali makarandabhaiae bangali santani rachana sanbhalavi. aemana mukhethi bangali bhashana ‘baula’ sanbhalava ane samajava ae jivanano lahavo ganaya. aemane gayeli rachanano sar ae hato. sant bhagavanane stuti karatan kahe chhe – ‘he bhagavan‌! shastroman taran avataracharitrono bhare mahima, pan kyare? ame manushyalokaman sukhadu:khana sagaraman dubaka mariae chhiae tyare tun amaro uddhar karava avatar dharan kare chhe. he hari! jo amaro avatar n hot to taro pan avatar n hota! ame tari avataralilane vistarava avakash didho! ‘bol tun moto ke hun?’ aa prarthanaman nijanandani masti bhari chhe. bhagavan svaminarayan vachanamartaman kahe chhe – ‘jivana hardayaman vishayanan shalya- vagyan chhe. ravan sathena yuddhaman bhagavan ramachandrajine shaly vagyan tyare hanumanajiae vishalyakarani aushadhi lavine pivadavi aetale shariraman lagelan sarve shaly nikali gayan. ae j rite jene aatma ane paramatmano veg lagi jay aena hardayamanthi vishaya-vasananan sarve shaly bahar nisari jay chhe.’ nijanande raman karata ‘sahajananda’ne ank bharine bhetava ae aapani yatrani manjil chhe. adhyatmapathana yatrikane bija koi vachala padave rokave palave nahin. aek var saputaranan jangaloman farava javanun thayun. rastaman saras nadi aavi. vankichunki vaheti ramaniy nadina kanthe sundar vishramasthala hatun. jangalana ghasamanthi banaveli zhunpadio hati. vansani chhatrio hati. aasapas ad‍bhutakudarati vatavaran hatun. jatanaavatan pravasione be ghadi visamo levanun man thay aevi jagya hati. amane pan thodivar visamo levanun man thayun parantu madhyamarge jagya game tetali ramaniy hoy to pan tyan, ghadi be ghadi visamo levay, bahu bahu to rat be rat rokan karay parantu tyan kayami mukam thodo hoya! adhyatmane panthe chalata margaman aavata ketalak vachala padav samaji leva jeva chhe. jemanthi aek padav chhe aastikatano. aapane aapana astitvaman jetalo vishvas chhe aevo j bharapur vishvas paramatmana astitvaman hoy to aastikata kahevaya. adhyatmapanthani yatrano aaranbh aastikatana padavathi thay chhe. hinmat, dhairy ane akhut shraddha aapanane abadhit rite gatishil rakhe chhe. aa yatrano bijo padav vividh sevapravarttio chhe. jatajatani sevapravarttiothi aapane santosh mani levani jarur nathi. samajasevao aapani manjil nathi. sevao game aetali mahan hoy pan te vachalo mukam chhe. harismaran ane samajan n hoy to sevapravarttio sadhuone sansario sarakhan banave. sadhu thavun pan sansari sadhu n thavun. kapadan bhagavan hoy, andar bharobhar sansar bharyo hoy te sansari sadhu kahevaya. sarala nikhalas hardayaman j aadhyatmikatano vas chhe. rajakaraniothi pan ganda davapech bharela haiyaman aadhyatmikatanan avataran n thaya. aapane atit jogini jalati aag laine faravanun chhe. ‘jaise dhuni atitaki jab kholo tab aaga.’ atitani dhuni upar rakh vali jay pan andar agni jagato hoy aem aapani bhitar aharnish aapano manhyalo jagato hovo joiae. duniyane kadar karavi hoy to kare, n karavi hoy to n kare. koi sara kahe, koi narasa kahe pan aapani aag tharavi n joiae. mahatma muladasanun aek bhajan chhe – ‘ji re vatavana chhiae vatana re, vate ne ghate vilanb n kijiae; taro janam padarath aele jay, he vatavala chhiae vatana.’ mahatma muladas kahe chhe, ‘he santo! aapane to vatemarguo chhiae. jyantyan vate ne ghate vadhare padatun rahevun aapanane n palava.’ gurudev shastriji maharaj kaheta, ‘mand asvar ane modo chadyo.’ arthat‌ kushala asavaro jatavant ghoda sathe aagala nikali gaya. aapane ‘mand asvara’ aetale ghode besata aavade nahin. aemany pachha moda padya, aemany pachhun ghodun tayadun malyun. have aalas kare to aagalana asavaroni harye kem thavaya! paramahansoae padav harye prit n karaya. santa-mahatmaone aajivikani chinta toy nahin. shishyo samagrina dhagala karatan hoy, sevapravarttiothi jagaman jash vadhato hoya; hajaro loko vandan karata hoya; matho, mandiro, aashramo sonachandithi chhalakata hoya. aa badhan j paribalo vachala mukame roki rakhanara chhe. jadugari maya bhalabhalane mohani madiranan pan karavi ghera ghenaman podhadi de chhe. sadhake aa paribalothi savadhan rahevun joiae. aa yatrano trijo padav potana astitvani masti chhe. vividh pravarttioni rakh niche pan aapana antaraman aapana astitvani masti uchhala marati hovi joiae pan samaji rakhavanun chhe ke ‘astitvano aananda’ ae pan vachalo mukam chhe. snanadithi shuddh thaya pachhi puja karavani patrata male ae j rite vishuddh astitvane pamya pachhi paramatmani pujani patrata pragate chhe. nijanandane pamyapachhi sahajanandana milanano talasat hovo joiae. unalana tapaman prabala pyas lage chhe. romerom pani mate talase aem aapana astitvano anuae anu param astitvane pamava zhankhato hovo joiae. prabala talasat pragate tyare j harimilan thaya. nandasantonan kirtano pragat bhavathi bharelan kirtano chhe. samany rite bhakti parakashthaae pahonche tyare paramatma pragate. jyare nandasantoae to varsho sudhi paramatmanun pragady anubhavyun chhe. nandasanto rojeroj najar bharibharine narayanane nirakhe chhe. jogi jatine svapnamany n aave ae bhagavan nandasantone rojeroj bhete chhe. ‘aaj men to bhedyan re ankabhar pragat hari,’ aanand udiyo re nirakhi najar thari.’ ‘najar tharava’na be arth chhe. aek arth chhe ‘aankho sthira’ thavi ane bijo arth chhe ‘aankho shitala’ thavi. damayantina svayanvaraman anek rajamaharajao betha hata. ae badha satta, sanpatti ane saundaryana svamio hata pan damayantini najare nirmaly hata. aeni najar to aekamatr maharaj nala upar j tharati hati. ae j rite bhaktani aankh jagatani ramaniyataman kyany tharati nathi. aeni aankhane tharavanun thekanun aekamatr shrihari j chhe. jada-chetan vishvaman jyan jyan najar karo tyan niras ane nirjiv khokhan faratan hoy aevun lage chhe. aa khokhano uparathi ra���palan parantu adanr jatajatani bibhats vastuothi bharelan chhe. hadamansana aa nashavant putalaone prem karavathi shun male? jagatani ramaniyata aapat ramaniyata chhe. aa aapat ramaniyatani andaranun nirmalyapanun bhakt sari rite jane chhe. mate uttamaman uttam panch vishayoman pan bhaktani najar kyarey lobhati nathi. ‘najar tharavi’no bijo arth chhe aankho shitala thavi. tarasyane shitala jala male ane tadhak thay ae j rite haridarshan mate tadapati aankho haridarshanathi apar shitalata anubhave. ‘kab dekhun bhari nain sanvariyo sukh daina’ aavo talasat aankhonun tap chhe. virahathi tapeli aankho ane haiya mate haridarshan ashadhi megh chhe. dhany sakhi din aajano, vali dhany muharat dhany var karunanidhi mujakarane, mare mandir padharya morar durbal jani re, muj par maher kar... shastroae jatajatanan shubh muhurto ane ghadioni ganatari kari chhe. pan bhaktane mate to harimilanani ghadithi biji koi shubh ghadi nathi. shrihari shubh muhurt joine padharata nathi; hardayano shubh prem joine paghare chhe. virahi haiyaae varsho sudhi vedanao vethi hoy, aaturatathi rah joi hoy ane achanak priyatam ghare padhare tyare premi haiyane ketalo aanand thaya! ae aanand aa panktiomanthi varasi rahyo chhe. shastro kahe chhe, ‘bhagavan dharmasthapan mate ane adharmana nash mate avatare chhe’, jyare svami kahe chhe, ‘aa shrihari to ‘muj karane’ arthat‌ mara mate padharya chhe.’ bhagavan svaminarayan paramatmana avataranano hetu samajavatan kahe chhe ‘parameshvar matr dharmasthapan mate avatar dharan karata nathi. dharmasthapan to mota mota rushio pan kari shake chhe. parameshvar matr adharmana nash mate pan avatar dharan nathi karata, adharmanash to mota mota rajao pan kari shake chhe. parameshvar to parthvi parana potana aekankit bhaktone lad ladavava mate padhare chhe.’ aa panktiman ‘muj karane’ shabdaman bharobhar dhanyata ane ahobhav bharyan chhe. svami kahe chhe, ‘mara ketalan motan bhagy ke shrihari mara mate padharya!’ padharavanun karan shun? to matr aeni ‘karuna’. shrihari karunanidhi chhe. aashrit jiv upar akaran karuna karavi aeno svabhav chhe. nishkulanand svami lakhe chhe – ‘janani jalave balane aem jalave dayala’ ma barabar jane chhe ke aa balakane aek mara sivay bija koinoy aadhar nathi. aava balak jeva anany aashrito mate shrihari dodata aave chhe. ‘durbala jani re muj par maher kari’ ahin sharirik durbalatani vat nathi. sharirik rite to svami padachhand ane prabhavashali hata. ahin durbalatano arth chhe ‘ahankarashunyata’. sadhanonun bala chhodi aek matr shriharini karunana sahare jivavun. sur kahe chhe, ‘nirbal ko balarama.’ jagataman strio ‘abala’ tarike prasiddh chhe. parantu aemanun abalapanun j purushane vash karavanun amogh shastr chhe. ae j rite ‘ahankarashuny premi hardaya’ shriharine vash karavanun amogh sadhan chhe. brahmanand svami mahan kavi hata, prakhar pratibhasanpanna hata, raja maharajao aemane ‘rajakavi’ pade sthapava aatur hata. chhatan ae mahan sant shriharina das thaine rahya hata. uttam kotina premi sant sivay aavun samarpan shaky nathi. svamiae potani sarv dharanao shriharina charane samarpit kari anany sharanagati svikari hati. sv ichchhaae aaviya chaline, aaguni olakhan tan man dhan mohan chhabi upare, kari nakhun kuraban adhalak dhaliya re sakhi, mane sabhar bhari aa panktiman ‘aaguni olakhana’ shabd mahatvano chhe. ‘aaguni olakhana’ aetale agauni juni olakhana. jivanaman olakhan mahatvano bhag bhajave chhe. sajjan manaso satheni olakhan ghanan kam sarala kari aape chhe. sudamanun daridray dur thayun teman ‘aaguni olakhane’ mahatvano bhag bhajavyo chhe. samany manaso pan jo juni olakhane kam kari aapata hoy to shrihari potana bhaktonan kam kem n kare? brahmanand svamine shrihari sathe jug jugani olakhan chhe. kahevay chhe ke bhagavan svaminarayane haju gujarataman pag pan mukyo nahoto. brahmanand svami pan haju sadhu thaya nahota. teo kachchhaman dhamadakagame ladudan rupe sangitashastrano abhyas karata hata. aek var gamana padaraman vaheti sasanagangane kinare khijadana varksh niche teo betha hata. ae samaye bhagavan svaminarayane svamine divy varniveshe darshan didhelan ane bhavishyaman malavano kol aapelo. aaje pan dhamadakana padaraman saranagangane kinare ae khijado mojud chhe. sahajanand svami malya tyare svamine olakhan taji thayeli aetale svami kahe chhe – ‘aaguni olakhana’ adhyatmani yatra aek j janme puri thay aevun nathi. bhagavan shrikarshn gitaman kahe chhe – अनेकजन्मसंसिद्धस्ततो याति परां गतिम् I janmojanamana shubh sanskaro paripakv bane tyare yogi shreshthagatine pame chhe. bhaktimargaman bhaktani raksha bhagavan kare chhe. yatra adhuri rahe to bhaktane aekade aekathi farine ganit ganavanun rahetun nathi, jyan viram chhe tyanthi j aagalani yatra sharu thay chhe. nishkulanand svami bhaktitatvano mahima samajavatan kahe chhe, bhangyo toy kalash sonano re santo, bhakti upar bhay shano! tanbapittalana ghada bhange to bhangarana bhave vechay, matino ghado bhange to mati bhego bhale pan sonano kalash bhange to bahu bahu ghadaman jay pan suvarnanun muly to male ja. bhakti sonana kalash jevi chhe. jadabharat charitaman jogi jadabharat raja rahuganane kahe chhe, सा मा स्मृतिर्मृगदेहेपि वीर I ‘he rajan‌! aek var hun rajarshi bharat hato. shriharini aaradhana karato hato. daivayoge mane haranabalaman aasakti thai. pariname mare haranine pete haran rupe janm levo padyo. pan aaradhanano mahima to juo, haranana dehaman pan mane purvani smarti yathavat‌ rahi.’ prachin samayaman ashvamegh yagy thata. ashvamegh yagyno ashv svachhand viharato. ashvani raksha mate rajasena sathe chalati. ae j rite bhaktani yatraman rakshak tarike svayan bhagavan sathe chale chhe. aa panktiman karunasagar shriharino karunamay svabhav pragat thay chhe. prabhune malava jiv panch dagalan mande to shrihari samethi dodata aave chhe. mumukshuoni aantarayatraman jatajatana avarodho aave chhe. jangalanan hinsak pashuo jeva anta:shatruo lag sadhine aakraman kare chhe. aemany jo sadhakani yuvan avastha hoy to upadhio paravar hoy chhe. chhatan mumukshuae munzhavani jarur nathi. hinmatathi pagalan mande to hath pakadava hari dodata aave chhe. premi haiyano pokar uthe ane ae dodya n hoy aevo dakhalo nathi. aek var madharate amara patagar bhavapurn hardaye, unche sade ‘svaminarayan svaminarayana’ ratan karava lagya tyan bhagavan svaminarayane khadaki khakhadavi. amara patagare khadaki kholi to mand mand hasata shriharine joya. amara patagare aashcharyathi puchhyun, ‘are maharaja! atyare madharate aap mare aangane kyanthi!’ shrihari kahe, ‘darabara! tame amane yad karya aetale ame dodata aavya.’ amara patagar kahe, ‘maharaja! mane to tamane yad karavani tev padi chhe.’ shrihari kahe, ‘amaney yad kare tyan dodata javani tev padi chhe.’ aapani pyas parakashthaae pahonche to prabhu padharya sivay raheta nathi. sharat aek j chhe, antarano ahankar shrifalani jem vadherai javo joiae. ‘nirbal ke balarama.’ nirbal thatan aavadavun joiae. bhagavan svaminarayan vachanamartaman kahe chhe, ‘bhaktane koi prakaranun man n joiae. pachhi ae man gyananun hoy, tapanun hoy, tyaganun hoy ke bhaktapananun hoya.’ ahankar ravanana matha jevo chhe. aene game aetali var kapo toy pachho ugya sivay raheto nathi. kahevay chhe ke bhagavan shriramachandraji ravananan mathan kapi-kapine thakya pan pipalo kole tem matha kolatan rahyan. chhevate vibhishane prabhune aek gupt rahasyani vat karatan kahyun, ‘prabhu! aena nabhikendraman jyan sudhi sanjivani chhe tyan sudhi matha ugata raheshe. ravanani amaratanun rahasy aena nabhikendraman sangharayelun chhe. aap nabhiman ban maro to j ae marashe.’ vibhishanajina sanket pramane bhagavan ramachandrajiae aekatris ban aekasathe chhodya. aek bane nabhikendrane todyun. tris bane vis hath ane das mathan chhedyan. nabhikendr ravanana matha ugavanun mula hatun. mulaman prahar thayo tyare ravan nash pamyo. mumukshuni adhyatmayatraman avarodh karanaran tamam paribalonun mula ahankar chhe. ahankar aapanun nabhikendr chhe. bhagavad‌ bhakt mayana mula sama ahankarane j bhedi nakhe chhe. ahankaranan sukshmatisukshm aavaran bheday tyare j harimilan thay chhe. aa panktiman bija mahatvana shabdo chhe. ‘sv ichchhaae aaviya chaline’ prarthana kare ane padhare ae vat judi chhe. ahin to vagar prarthanaae karuna kari sva-ichchhaae same chaline shrihari padharya chhe. upanishadnun sutr chhe – यमैवेष वृणुते तेनैष लभ्यः I ‘paramatma aapana purusharthathi malata nathi. ae to ae jenun varan kare aene j male chhe.’ aapanun kary chhe ‘aapanun varan thaya’ aevi patrata kelavavanun. svamini patrata purn thai chuki chhe. aetale ahin same chaline varan thai rahyun chhe. shrihari same chaline padharya chhe. have saval ae chhe ke aangane ubhela shriharinun svagat kai samagrithi karavun? kya motidethi aemane vadhavava? kyan pushponi mala paheravavi? to svami kahe chhe, ‘tan man dhan mohan chhabi upare, kari nakhun kurabana’ svami kahe chhe ‘he mohana! tara svagataman marun tana-mana-dhan sarvasv nyochhavar kari daun toy ochhun pade.’ ahin tana-mana-dhan kuraban karavani vat chhe. svami aparigrahi sant hata. aemani pase loko pase hoy tevun dhan nahotun. pan pratibhanun dhan pushkala hatun. svami potani ae mudi koi rajamaharajane mathe olaghola kari shakya hota! pan svamiae potani mudi sansarione samarpan karavane badale shrihari upar olaghola kari. sad‍guno sadhakani mudi chhe. koi sara lahiya hoy, koi sara sangitakar hoy, koi sara pravakta hoy, koi sara shastravetta hoy, koi sara kavi hoya. aa rite anekavidh kshetroman anek prakarani kushalata aapani mudi chhe. aa mudi shri karshnarpan thay to j kamani chhe, nahintar ae kushalatano koi arth nathi. gujaratani dharatine hariyali karava narmadani kenalo bani. narmadanan nir mahisagar, sabaramati ane sarasvatiman malyan. panino pravah sari rite vahe to hajaro hektar dharani hariyali bane. nahintar ae j pani khara dariyaman bhale. jivamatraman shaktio padi chhe. aapane aapani ae urjane yogy marge vahaviae to jivan hariyala bani jaya. aakashi vijaline nathatan aavade to vijalini khody j n rahe. nathatan n aavade to ae j vijali jyan pade tyan satyanash vale. sansarik jivanamanthi sannyas lenara sadhusanto pase vijalina jevi amap urja fajal pade chhe. ae urjane vaparatan aavade to jivanaman ajavalan ajavala thai jaya. anyatha ae j urja bhasmasur bani bharakhi jaya. bharatana ganamany rashdrapati shri ae.pi.je. abdulakalam sanshodhanaman aeva dubi gaya ke paranavanun j visarai gayun. kalamani andar raheli urjaae pura rashdrane navi disha ane navi urjathi bharapur karyo. sadhu-santo mate aa vat ati preranadayak chhe. brahmasutro upar shankar bhashy chhe. shankar bhashy upar vidvanoae tikao lakhi chhe parantu teman vachaspati mishraae lakheli ‘bhamati tika’ shiramod chhe. vachaspati mishr shastrachintanaman ane lekhanaman aeva dubela ke varsho pachhi aemane khabar padi ke maran to lagn pan thai gayan chhe. vachaspati mishr to potani dhunaman magn hata. samay upar sagansanbandhioae paranavi didhan. patninun nam ‘bhamati’ hatun. vachaspati mishrane aa vatano jyare khyal aavyo tyare varsho viti chukyan hatan. vachaspati mishrane thayun ke, ‘sati bhamati’ mara karatany mahan chhe. hun to mara chintanaman dubyo hato aetale khabar n rahi ke samay kem pasar thayo? jyare devi bhamatiae to mari sevaman samay pasar kari didho. dhany chhe aenan tap, sanyam ane samarpanane. vachaspati mishre shankar bhashyani tikanun nam j ‘bhamati tika’ rakhi, devi bhamatine amar kari didhan. urjana uttam upayog athava urdhvikarananan aa udaharano chhe. brahmanand svami pan urjano akhut bhandar hata. aemani urja shriharine charane samarpit thai hati. pariname ae urjamanthi ajod ‘santakavi’no janm thayo hato. adhalak dhaliya re sakhi mane sabhar bhari patr purn bharay tyare sabhar bharyun kahevaya. svami kahe chhe, ‘ashadhi megh varase ane dharatina khobaman pani samay nahin, aem shrihariae svamine karpa ane premathi abhare bhari didha.’ hun suti’ti bhar nidraman, jagavi shyam jarur bhetanta antarathi bhagiyun, moh mayanun pur akhiyan ughadi re, thai chhe khabar khar... adhyatma-marge chalata yatrikane kaya padave ungh aavi jay aeno koi bharonso nathi. brahmanand svami svayan aek prakarani unghamanthi pasar thaya hata. svami shighrakavi hata. rajamaharajaona manita hata. prabhavashali padachhand kaya hati. rajasi thath ane suvarn alankarona shokhin hata. bhavanagar nareshana kahevathi teo bhagavan svaminarayanani pariksha karava gaya pan sagarana taliya mapava gayeli mithani gangadi paniman ogali jay tem ogali gaya. shriharini jug jugani olakhan taji thai. pan haju sharir parathi rajasi thath utaryo nahoto. shrihariae ladudanane jivuba ane ladubani takor dvara jagadi didha hatan. gadhapuraman dadakhacharana bhaheno laduba ane jivuba sankhyayog pali sadhvi jevun jivan galata hata. kaviraj ladudanaji aemane sadhvijivan chhodi sansari jivan mandavanun samajavava gaya. kaviraje potani aagavi chhatathi shrarngararas khado karyo. tyare parada pachhalathi banne baheno bolyo, ‘kaviraj lohi, mans ane durgandhathi bharela hadamansana putalana gun bahu gaya have harina gun gaine tamari vaikharine pavan karo. ane sanbhalo kaviraj rajasithathaman lal galola jeva thaine faro chho. tamane joine koi bai manasani najar bagadashe to aenun pap kone mathe?’ tejine takoro bas hoy ladubane vene ladudanano aatma jagi gayo. rajasi thathano tyag kari sadhu thaya. aemane ramujaman shriji maharajane kahyun pan kharun, ‘maharaja! thapako j devoto tamare devono ne baiona modhe me’na maravya.’ laduba ladudasane jagadanara sad‍guru banya. shriji maharaje laduba dvara ladudanane jagadi didha. ahin panktiman ‘jagavi’ shabd chhe. jagavi ae jagadavanun prerak rup chhe. aeno arth chhe pote nahin pan koi bija dvara jagadavun. jagadavanan ghanan sadhan chhe. koi ghadiyalane takore jage, koi kanthane mithe lheke jage. koi kunbhakarn jeva hoy to dhol vagado toy n jage. mumukshuo sad‍guruna shabdothi jage chhe. gyanio svapurusharthathi jage chhe. bhaktane jagadavani chinta svayan bhagavan kare chhe. kyarek svayan jagade chhe. kyarek koi gorakh jeva jagatal jogine mokali ‘chet machchhandar gorakh aaya’na nad gajavine jagade chhe. brahmanand svami mate laduba ane jivuba jagadanari joganio banya. svamino rajasi thath khotan runvadanni jem khari gayo ane sharir upar bhagavan shobhava lagyan. bhetanta antarathi bhagiyun, moh mayanun pur ‘vasudev gokul jata hata tyare bhagavan shrikarshnanan charanano sparth thatan be kanthe vaheti yamunanan nirana pur osari gayan ane jamanajinan jalaman marag thayo’ aevi katha chhe. moha-mayana pur bhare chhe. vasishth, vishvamitr jeva mota mota mahatmao aeman tanay chhe. koi game aetala purusharth kare pan ae pur osaratan nathi. shrihari karpa kare to pala varaman osari jaya. kirtanani aa panktina aasvadane jara judi rite maniae. svami ahin je ‘bhar nidra’ni vat kare chhe te samany manavine hoy aevi ungh nathi. ahin ‘nidra’ shabdano sanket ‘yogioni nirvikalp samadhi’ taraf chhe. aa nindaman jogi nijanandani mastiman dubi jay chhe. dehabhav ke aasapasanun sarv lin thai jay chhe. are ‘hun harino chhun’ ae bhav pan jagato nathi. aa ‘brahmi nidra’ chhe. aane vedantaman ‘brahmasushupti’ pan kahe chhe. shrihari svamine aavi brahmi nidramanthi jagade chhe. ahin moh ane maya pan sansarione hoy chhe aevan nathi. parantu ahin ‘hun j sarvasv chhun’ ae manyata moh chhe ane ‘hun svatantr chhun’ ae manyata maya chhe. bhalabhala gyanio ane yogio aavan moha-mayanan puraman tanayan chhe parantu premioni vat nyari chhe. premione nijanandaman magn thava karatany aemani nijanandani saritane paramanandana sagar sathe sangam rachavaman vadhare aanand chhe. thai chhe khabar khari svami kahe chhe ‘harivara’ to same j chhe pan aapanan avanavan aavarano aemanun yatharth darshan thava detan nathi. aashchary to ae chhe ke ae aavarano matr mayanan nathi, aapana astitvanan pan chhe. ish upanishadaman shriharini stuti karatan rushi kahe chhe, हिरण्यमयेन पात्रेण सत्यस्यापिहितं मुखम् I तत्वं पूषन् अपावृणु सत्यधर्माय द्रष्टये II andhakar aavaran kare ae j rite ati ajavalun pan avarodho peda kare. aankhone aanji nakhe aeva ajavalaman aapane kani joi shakata nathi. sansarione agyananan aavarano avarodhe chhe. gyanione ajavalanan aavarano avarodhe chhe. jem koine tadako dekhay pan sury n dekhay ae j rite ati ajavalathi anjayeli aankhovala gyanione param temana ud‌gamarup harivarana divyarupanan darshan thatan nathi. aetale ahin aa prarthanaman rushi matr mohamayanan aavarano dur karavani prarthana karatan nathi parantu param tejana aavaranonun pan sanvaran karavani prarthana kare chhe. सत्यधर्माय द्रष्टये param tejanan aavarano hadya bad j harivarana khara rupanan darshan thay chhe. mate svami kahe chhe, ankhiya ughadi re thai chhe khabar khari priyatam pase j hata pan paradaman hata aetale puro parichay nahoto thayo. aavarano dur thayan ke sachi olakh thai gai. sundar shyam manohar surat, murati beu saman brahmanand thai chhun rasabas, dekhantan gulatan shanka meti re, hun to var amar var... aa panktiman ‘murati beu samana’ shabdo bhare marmik chhe. beu aetale be. murati aetale svarupa. svami kahe chhe, ‘bey svarupo saman chhe.’ ahin prashn thay chhe ‘kyan bey svarupo saman chhe?’ koi kahe chhe ‘bhagavan svaminarayane amadavadaman naranarayan dev padharavya chhe. banne svarupo behad rupalan ane saman bhase chhe. aetale svami nara-narayanadevani stuti karatan kahe chhe, ‘murati beu samana.’ nar ane narayanaman amane koi bhed bhasato nathi. banne saman chhe.’ bhaktachintamaniman nishkulanand svamiae pan naranarayanani stuti prasange kahyun chhe, ‘chho aek ne diso chho doi.’ koi kahe chhe, ‘gadhapuraman gopinathaji maharajani murati bhagavan svaminarayanana sharirana aek aek avayavona map pramane bani chhe. gopinathaji maharajani muratinan darshan karatan svami kahe chhe, ‘murati beu samana.’ amane gopinathaji ane sahajanand svamiman koi bhed bhasato nathi. banne saman chhe.’ koi kahe chhe, “radhaji ane karshn vachche anupam aekata chhe. aetale svami kahe chhe banne saman chhe.” vastavaman aa panktino bhav j koi anokho hoy tem lage chhe. brahmi avasthaae brahm ane parabrahm vachche anupam samy pragate chhe. brahmanand svami svayan brahmi avasthane pamela sant chhe. aa avasthaae brahmanand svami shrihari sathe koi ad‍bhutasamy anubhavi rahya chhe. svami kaheva mage chhe, ‘he bhagavana! aek samay hato jyare amara chaitany upar mohamayanan aavarano chadhelan hatan. aapana jevan j anupam amaran mularup mayathi avarayelan hata. amaraman ane tamaraman bhare bhed bhasato hato. pan suryoday thatan andhakar nash thay tem aapanun milan thatan amara antaramanthi mohamayanan aavarano nash pamyan chhe. amaran mularup arthat‌ akshar brahmatmak svarup pragati chukyan chhe. brahmasutro kahe chhe – स्वस्वरूपेण आविर्भावः मोक्षः I chaitanyanun mula svarup pragat thay ae mukti chhe. bhagavanano bhakt bhagavanani karpaae karine mukti dashaman bhagavan jeva j rup, gun, tej ane vibhutino bhandar bane chhe. svami kahe chhe, ‘he hari! tame karuna karine tamaraman ane amaraman have koi bhed raheva didho nathi. jeva tame chho aeva j amane karya chhe: ‘murati beu samana’. tame sachchidanand rup chho. amane pan sachchidanand karya. amaro vishayanand visaravi amane brahmanandi karya. svaminarayan sanpradayaman brahmanand svami, sahajanand svamina sakhanun birud pamela chhe. banne vachche anupam samy hoy to j sakhabhav prapt thai shake, anyatha nahin. ‘brahmanand thai chhun rasabasa.’ ‘aek samay hato dudh ane sakar alag alag hata. parantu have dudh ane sakar aekaras bane aem ame tamari sathe rasabas thaya. have aapathi alag thavun mushkel chhe.’ raidasaji kahe chhe – prabhuji, tum chandan ham pani, jaki ang ang bas samani. prabhuji, tum ghan van ham mora, jaise chintavat chand chakora. prabhuji, tum dipak ham bati, jaki jyot jale din rati. prabhuji, tum motin ham dhaga, jyun sonahi mile sohaga. prabhuji, tum svami ham dasa, aesi bhakti kare raidasa. miran kahe chhe – tum sang jodi karshn ab kaun sang jodun prit jo tum todo prit main na tute re premasakhi kahe chhe – ghanashyam piya, tera mera jiyara aek, kach men kanchan rekh, ghanashyam piya, tera mera jiyara aek... padane ante brahmanand svami kahe chhe, shanka meti re hun to var amar vari amar var varya pachhi have amare randavani shanka narmula thai chhe. have amare akhand aevatan chhe. karan ke – ‘aaj men to bhedya re, ankabhar pragat hari’